Desperately Susan?

Well if you are wondering why the Desperately Susan web address...I was being silly and thinking of the lead Character in Desperately Seeking Susan. I was thinking it's about time that I start seeking out my dreams. Don't get me wrong I have so many of my dreams right now, an awesome husband, two beautiful children, a great job and wonderful friends but I miss so many things in life. I miss my creative side and have been to shy since the weight gain. I miss my old crazy girl self who did not think about weight and food all the time and thought about singing and dancing and choreographing flags. I have been missing that so much! So there you go...Desperately Susan? maybe not but definitely Seeking Lorraine!!!